Advice on a first love?? ppleease :]

okay i've been with this guy since i was 15 and i'm like almost turning 19 and he's so special to me cause i mean before him i never even held hands with a guy before--for it to mean something. and idk cause i was SOOO shyyy so shy. and i got with him cause i, missed my chance with a really nice guy cause i just made up excuses but really i was just shy. so i got with my ex to just do it to try so i won't be as shy anymore and i thought i wouldn't get hurt.





but now we've been together for soo long and now i think we're seriously going to be over now. and like idk i don't think that's it's a horrible thing, maybe it's the right thing.. but i want him back cause i just love him so much even though he's not exactly what i want but i just love him and idk what to do to like be back with him.





idk i'm so confused cause i know that i don't have time for a bf (college) and i know he needs time to work on himself-like go back to HS and get a job. but it's like IDK how to let go, he really has a nice heart and theres some really good qualitities.





. i tried talking to another guy but it did NOT work out at all cause i HATE the attention i feel scared cause idk.. it's just too much attention. and idk i have a nice guy FRIEND that i guess i have a little crush on(but i know i'll never get with him cause there's like soo many other better girls that like him i bet), so that's cool but idk i just want my ex back cause it's just so lonely w/o HIM, i like his attention -even though we argue SO much over stupidddddd things. like everyone use to tell us that we're an old married couple. and i don't think another guy would make me feel any better or get over him...





BUT IDK what's your advice to make this.. all better. should i let go, and how. or how should i get him back... am i being selfish for wanting him back. UGHH idk what to do, this is my first bf and it's been years and i'm not an expert, and so far all the advice i've been given does not help... we have like so much history.. Advice on a first love?? ppleease :]
its hard i am going through the same thing with my boyfriend first love first everything since i was 15 too%26gt;!!! but eventually he will realize what he's missing and come back to you believe that Advice on a first love?? ppleease :]
Too long dude! Too long...
ok.....


so explain everything to your boyfriend. tell him how you feel about him. tell him that no matter what, through all good times and bad times, it's him that you want to be with.


good luck!

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